im not angry at any particular person.. or nething
but lately i have been getting so much fucking slack for being a veg.
maybe it just seems like it bc vegetarianism/veganism and my future have been mixing in my mind A LOT lately.
when i have kids, i dont want to cook them meat, or supply them with it, but i also dont want to shove my beliefs down their throats. i dont believe that my or anyones beliefs should be forced onto anyone else, so by refusing to buy/cook meat for my kids/family, does that make me a hypocrite?
ok, i know im a little too young to be thinking about my family..but in a way im not bc over four years ago i became a vegetarian so i know this isnt some fad. when i have a family of my own, i know i'll feel the same way about animals that i do now. i'll be 20 in 4 years..and i'll be kinda close to thinking about settling down. so i guess its okay that im already worrying about my future...?
and im worried about when i graduate. i know that i sound like that cliche teen but i plan on moving out when i get out of highschool or shortly after. im not saying this bc i hate my mom or i want to be a rebel, but i love family and things so i want to get out of HS, get what school i need done, get married...maybe even a little bit before i finish up school, and start a family. wow...ew. what kind of guy wants a girl who wants to settle down that early?
will i find a guy who's ok with that?
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